[He tenses again before he can really help it. Kirigiri does have a point; what he would do consciously and what he would do while enraged are two different things and he knows it.

He can't help but think back to that day he nearly smashed Ishimaru's face in. Mondo winces.]

...I wouldn't kill him. I know that much.

[No matter how angry he's gotten in the past, he's never killed. Sure, he's landed people in the hospital, but they were never in danger of losing their lives. Still, he continues studying his hands.]

I wish I could say that I'd never hurt him, but... shit, I dunno. I lose control and it's like... nothing matters anymore.

[Not even his brother.]