[Mondo glances up at Kirigiri's words, expression confused. What did she do? It must have happened after the second motive was handed out, possibly after he died. He almost asks, but shuts his mouth at the last second. He doubts she'd tell him anyway.]
No, 'course it's not enough.
[Forgiveness would never be enough, even if everyone in the class forgave him and could move on from what he did.
Kirigiri's final statement gets him to duck his head which would normally hide his face behind his hair, but it's sort of impossible to do that with his hair down.]
...Yeah. 'Course I've been trying to change. I don't... really know how to control my anger and I'm not sure what I can do to atone for the shit I did, but I want to change. I'm trying to change.
[He glances up, brightening a bit.]
That's another reason why I'm glad I met all you guys. I was content being the same shitty person before I met you all. But you guys... I guess you guys make me want to be a better person. So I don't drag you guys down, y'know? At the very least we're all classmates, if not friends.
[Maybe it's naive of him, but he likes to think they're close enough to be called friends.]
Ishimaru's been really fucking good to me. He's helping me work through everything without judging me. I... I know that he kinda... snaps after I get executed, but... but he's doing everything he can for me. I don't think I can ever repay him for that. Fuck, I don't even think he realizes how much he's helping me.
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No, 'course it's not enough.
[Forgiveness would never be enough, even if everyone in the class forgave him and could move on from what he did.
Kirigiri's final statement gets him to duck his head which would normally hide his face behind his hair, but it's sort of impossible to do that with his hair down.]
...Yeah. 'Course I've been trying to change. I don't... really know how to control my anger and I'm not sure what I can do to atone for the shit I did, but I want to change. I'm trying to change.
[He glances up, brightening a bit.]
That's another reason why I'm glad I met all you guys. I was content being the same shitty person before I met you all. But you guys... I guess you guys make me want to be a better person. So I don't drag you guys down, y'know? At the very least we're all classmates, if not friends.
[Maybe it's naive of him, but he likes to think they're close enough to be called friends.]
Ishimaru's been really fucking good to me. He's helping me work through everything without judging me. I... I know that he kinda... snaps after I get executed, but... but he's doing everything he can for me. I don't think I can ever repay him for that. Fuck, I don't even think he realizes how much he's helping me.