I've tried talking about it before, but it always feels like I'm bothering people. I've been told I'm not, but I dunno. It's really weird. I don't really want to talk about it, but thanks for the offer. I mean, even if the person I'm talking to is really cool about it, I still don't feel like I deserve to have anyone sympathize with me, I guess? And it's not something I can tell them because it makes me seem ungrateful. And it's not that I'm ungrateful, it's just I don't feel worthy of their support, I guess?
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