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What's the worst thing you've ever done? How did you recover from it?
I did something awful back home and the guilt's been eating me up ever since. I have some days where everything's fine and I don't even think about it. Other days it's all I can think about and I can barely do anything. I'm not saying I want to get rid of the guilt entirely because that's not possible, but how do you cope with it? I think it's about time I try to deal with it in other, healthier ways.
...Actually, while I'm on the subject, what's the worst thing someone's ever done to you? Did you forgive them? If so, how? I'm not the sort of person that can forgive easily, but holding onto a grudge forever is pretty awful.
[Look at that, he even went to all the trouble of typing properly so as to hide his identity! He even took out the numerous foul words that originally peppered the message!]
I did something awful back home and the guilt's been eating me up ever since. I have some days where everything's fine and I don't even think about it. Other days it's all I can think about and I can barely do anything. I'm not saying I want to get rid of the guilt entirely because that's not possible, but how do you cope with it? I think it's about time I try to deal with it in other, healthier ways.
...Actually, while I'm on the subject, what's the worst thing someone's ever done to you? Did you forgive them? If so, how? I'm not the sort of person that can forgive easily, but holding onto a grudge forever is pretty awful.
[Look at that, he even went to all the trouble of typing properly so as to hide his identity! He even took out the numerous foul words that originally peppered the message!]
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I guess I can understand that sort of situation. I've been on the other side of that though; I lost control and did something awful to someone. It's not something I can ever forgive myself for.
You don't have to tell me if you don't want to, but I've done some pretty awful things myself, so I don't think it'll bother me or anything.
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Are you absolutely sure?
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Yeah. I am.
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I was responsible for the deaths of over 250,000 people within a year.
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Oh shit, that is pretty bad. Is it because you're one of those titan things? Or were you like, a commander or something? I can't think of how anyone could do that otherwise. Shit, sorry, I don't mean to sound like I'm trivializing it or anything. That must be rough to deal with.
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I broke the walls that protected humanity.
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...What did you do, if it's okay for me to ask?
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Ah, I killed someone. I lost control and I killed someone.
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Was it in self defense or to protect someone? Or, um... a friend?
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